I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

currently


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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

It Will Get Lighter

propensity within someone


its performative

not their contents

i was tempted to lie about my name

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

no like which do people call me

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

abrar?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.