She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Worse Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I am below everything.

It Will Get Lighter

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

13, H, grate

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Picture

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so at the end

IWGD

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

all that is to say

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

currently

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17