i love it here

But seriously, thank you, Jack

It Will Get Lighter

bro i read nothing in my life

the site i am dreaming

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

December 2025

was it worth it

Lift Analysis

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but really the thing should be autonomous

...

wait what is that

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

...

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful