that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

barren land

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

hiding from the rain

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

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something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I am below everything.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

isaac newton