Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

currently

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter



Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

13, H, grate


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

i have read not even 1 book

part of an old note. It will get lighter.