it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

send link

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

plato

what do you think my name is

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

like magnets

2 (actually index). two is company

no like which do people call me

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

thank you

i understand

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

all that is to say

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

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Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

magnetises a pin

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning