Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

or never left

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

feel you

2 (actually index). two is company

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Lift Analysis

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

kind of mythopoesis


whats your name?

i see a website

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

wait what is that

we need to be deconstructing our identities

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

barren land

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Better Lift

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch


lol

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I am below everything.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

and the fake qualifier

what do you mean