but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
December 2025
no longer writing in the third person
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Today I felt like starting
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book
i really havent
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
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the site i am dreaming
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
bro i read nothing in my life
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
and the fake qualifier
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you