the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

isaac

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

sorry i am texting like a slav

no i haven't really read anything

its good

have you read

plato

its good short few pages


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

and the fake qualifier

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

abrar?

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ahnaf abrar