i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

It Will Get Lighter

wait what is that

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

lol

Can I see

and the fake qualifier

division of reality is straying away from it

abrar?

autonomy of learning

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

or never left

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

2 (actually index). two is company

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!