the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
much more tactility
no like which do people call me
i want to do that too
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
you have a beautiful account btw
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
but really the thing should be autonomous
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17