there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no longer writing in the third person

it is hopeful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

currently

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Better Lift

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

yeah

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

so the method has to be autonomous

feel you

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

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plato

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

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