She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

abrar?

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i love it here

as in

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

feel you

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

what do you think my name is

i want to do that too

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

we can only engage in such a way

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation


we need to be deconstructing our identities

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

no longer writing in the third person


its good short few pages

Lift Analysis

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting


wait what is that

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book