a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
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we need to be deconstructing our identities
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But
like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it
recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare
seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with
it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a
breakdown of common interpretations:
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry
but can't. I die.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the
morning, when I'm not quite right.
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
i have read not even 1 book
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as
a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
no longer writing in the third person
