yeah

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

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really i want the internet

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I am below everything.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Rain, starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

division of reality is straying away from it