i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

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Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

hello reader,

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

as in

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

your feed looks like my tumblr

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

propensity within someone

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a post. I want to be remembered

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

lol yea

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

magnetisation/form

It Will Get Lighter

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

bro i read nothing in my life