not so on: yvf(wthw)

Can I see

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

13, H, grate

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

...

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

i really havent

December 2025

...

its good

all that is to say

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

I Write Goodbye Letter


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

wait what is that

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

its good short few pages

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.