no longer writing in the third person
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
Better Lift
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
its good
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
and the fake qualifier
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
isaac newton
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
its good
that looks like my instagram account
your feed looks like my tumblr
i have read not even 1 book
lol yea
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
i understand
god being the centre magnet
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
autonomy of learning
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
but i respect your search