ion

Rain, starting

propensity within someone

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

all that is to say

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

hiding from the rain



He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

really i want the internet

feel you

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

no i haven't really read anything

yeah

Lift Analysis

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

so an active mazelike process

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

have you read

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people


Today I felt like starting

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

It Will Get Lighter

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i want to do that too