with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
currently
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
no longer writing in the third person
Better Lift
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
really i want the internet
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
kind of mythopoesis
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
i see a website
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
division of reality is straying away from it
yeah
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
lol yea