It Will Get Lighter

i have read not even 1 book

i dont understand magnetisation

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

plato

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

all that is to say

have you read

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

its good

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

hiding from the rain

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

bro i read nothing in my life

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

lol

its performative

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

and the fake qualifier

sorry i am texting like a slav

or never left

i understand

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.