so at the end

abrar?

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

what do you think my name is

no like which do people call me

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

and the fake qualifier

fw

idk

yeah

i want to do that too

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf abrar

magnetisation/form

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

we can only engage in such a way

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Rain, starting

its good

its good short few pages

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

your feed looks like my tumblr