something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.all that is to say
hiding from the rain
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?
But seriously, thank you, Jack
it is hopeful