I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

thank you

currently

but i respect your search

IWGD

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

13, H, grate

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse 

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you have a beautiful account btw

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

no longer writing in the third person

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.