no longer writing in the third person
ion
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
yes
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i love it here
plato
i understand
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
all that is to say
abrar?
its good
we can only engage in such a way
its good
i was tempted to lie about my name
like first name
no i haven't really read anything
not their contents
you cannot feed someone truth
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.