The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

currently

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

much more tactility

i see a website

hiding from the rain

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Can I see

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Today I felt like starting

yes

i understand

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i have read not even 1 book

so at the end

its good

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.