the site i am dreaming

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


god being the centre magnet

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

sorry i am texting like a slav

i love it here

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

all that is to say

barren land

what do you mean

magnetises a pin

It Will Get Lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

ion

i want to do that too

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


like magnets

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

have you read

which magnetises chains of pins

It Will Get Lighter

Better Lift