The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

no like which do people call me

idk

what do you think my name is

1

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

plato

that looks like my instagram account


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

have you read

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf abrar

no i haven't really read anything

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

yeah

and the fake qualifier

like first name

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

as in

i have read not even 1 book

Today I felt like starting

much more tactility

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

but i respect your search

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Lift Analysis

autonomy of learning

so an active mazelike process

we can only engage in such a way