Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

December 2025

lol yea


its performative

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so an active mazelike process

the site i am dreaming

2 (actually index). two is company

you cannot feed someone truth

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:


magnetisation/form

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine


It Will Get Lighter



i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

not their contents

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

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hello reader,

much more tactility