i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Today I felt like starting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

yeah

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

it is hopeful

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

no longer writing in the third person

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

1

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

I'm sat out the front of a cafe in Hatton Garden. I've just eaten a brie and bacon panini, and I'm rolling a cigarette. Feeling very London. An old man comes up to me and asks for a roll-up. I oblige.

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class