I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
But seriously, thank you, Jack
plato
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
no i haven't really read anything
what do you mean
thank you
autonomy of learning
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
its good
god being the centre magnet
whats your name?
division of reality is straying away from it
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
sorry i am texting like a slav
isaac newton
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
it is hopeful
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
i understand