The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

no i haven't really read anything


is everyoneback on tumblr now

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

not their contents

kind of mythopoesis

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

It Will Get Lighter

i was tempted to lie about my name

Rain, starting


so the method has to be autonomous

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

December 2025

barren land

i love it here

all that is to say

Worse Lift

plato

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


i really havent

its good

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.