The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."
no i haven't really read anything
is everyoneback on tumblr now
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
not their contents
kind of mythopoesis
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
i was tempted to lie about my name
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.December 2025
barren land
i love it here
all that is to say
plato
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
i really havent
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.