it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

It Will Get Lighter

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

in a post. I want to be remembered

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Worse Lift

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

so the method has to be autonomous

autonomy of learning

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you