idk

feel you

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

propensity within someone

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

and the fake qualifier

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but i respect your search

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

i really havent

1

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i love it here

magnetisation/form

yeah

we can only engage in such a way

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it