and the fake qualifier

and the fake qualifier

feel you

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

send your tumblr

lol yea

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

lol

It Will Get Lighter

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

magnetises a pin


I Write Goodbye Letter

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.


confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i have read not even 1 book

wait what is that

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you