really i want the internet
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
no longer writing in the third person
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
hiding from the rain
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
was it worth it
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
no i haven't really read anything
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
was it worth it
and the fake qualifier
whats your name?
i dont understand magnetisation
"Put a blanket."
is this you as well
sorry i am texting like a slav
the site i am dreaming
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49