My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

in a post. I want to be remembered

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i was tempted to lie about my name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you think my name is

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

December 2025

and the fake qualifier

IWGD

like first name

bro i read nothing in my life

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

was it worth it

no longer writing in the third person

currently

it is hopeful

feel you

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

Another Frenchman pushes through the crowd to join him. He's an events organiser who I'd met earlier, and he's holding a large box wrapped in a bin bag. They're the fireworks he'd smuggled in from France the night before. They're Industrial Grade, whatever that means for fireworks.