no like which do people call me

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

It Will Get Lighter

December 2025

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

this will be about a slug

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

and the fake qualifier

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

autonomy of learning

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

not so on: yvf(wthw)

all that is to say

abrar?

was it worth it

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

what do you mean

magnetises a pin

But seriously, thank you, Jack

whats your name?

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?