i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

its good

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

feel you

so at the end

its performative

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

plato

is this you as well

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah

what do you think my name is

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

god being the centre magnet

idk

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

magnetises a pin

i have read not even 1 book

all that is to say

not their contents

bro i read nothing in my life

...

or never left


propensity within someone

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

have you read

send your tumblr

and the fake qualifier

i really havent


thank you

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.