it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

was it worth it

wait what is that

bro i read nothing in my life

It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

yeah

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

magnetisation/form

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.