amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i love it here

so the method has to be autonomous

no like which do people call me

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

I Write Goodbye Letter

you cannot feed someone truth

all that is to say

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ion

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

as in

magnetises a pin

division of reality is straying away from it

It Will Get Lighter

its performative

this will be about a slug

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation



feel you

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

hiding from the rain