the site i am dreaming
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
in a post. I want to be remembered
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
that looks like my instagram account
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
you cannot feed someone truth
magnetisation/form
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
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as in
not their contents
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
so an active mazelike process