"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thank you, Jack

Today I felt like starting

brb i will read and reply sincerely

but i respect your search

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

your feed looks like my tumblr

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

autonomy of learning

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

its performative

as in

i see a website

not their contents

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them