we need to be deconstructing our identities

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

not their contents

propensity within someone

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

its performative

we can only engage in such a way

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

no i haven't really read anything

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

division of reality is straying away from it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class