there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

it is hopeful

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I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

in a post. I want to be remembered

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

currently


what do you mean

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

no longer writing in the third person

yeah