all that is to say

i really havent

Slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

It Will Get Lighter

the site i am dreaming

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

and the fake qualifier

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

hiding from the rain

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

was it worth it

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

we need to be deconstructing our identities

whats your name?

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.