with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

hiding from the rain

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

really i want the internet

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

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dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Thank you, Jack

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Rain, starting

no longer writing in the third person

in a post. I want to be remembered

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Better Lift

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Can I see

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17