in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i understand

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Today I felt like starting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it is hopeful

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Better Lift

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

It Will Get Lighter

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Lift Analysis

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

December 2025

no i haven't really read anything

send your tumblr

like magnets

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"