IWGD

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i dont understand magnetisation

i have read not even 1 book

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

was it worth it

not so on: yvf(wthw)

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

propensity within someone

sorry i am texting like a slav

as in


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

no like which do people call me


Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

Lift Analysis

its good short few pages

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

its performative

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

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yeah