After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

13, H, grate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

It Will Get Lighter

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

not their contents

Today I felt like starting

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

what do you mean

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls